I was thinking today (OMG DID IT HURT?!) and I've come up with a few conclusions:

 

1) I'm amazingly orgasmic

2) Everyone loves me

3) Everyone wonders how the hell I can be myself and say fuck everyone who has a problem with me (LOL)

well the first 2 are obvious, but I'll explain the 3rd. For awhile now I've been sick of changing for people just so they'll except me. I used to be like everyone else in that I would be what people wanted me to be and I'd change from group to group of friends like they were pop rocks. Up until someone once told me an analogy.

 

There are three kinds of people in the world (not 2). Customers (who stand by and watch their lives go by as outsiders), Convenience store robbers (take a hands on grip of their lives and love to be controlling), and cashiers (who sit and deal with everything that happens, and hold it in until they blow up at the people closest to them). I was told that I was a Cashier..and I realized that awhile back and I decided I didn't like who I was and so I changed for myself and people didnt' like who I was so I just simply (and very honestly) told them to fuck off :) because i don't need people who have problems with me in my life. However, that doesn't mean that people don't come in and out of my life like children from pregnant women because they do, and sometimes they stay simply because I'm the type of person to help with other people's problems, and that has helped me to realize some things about people and about myself as well..

 

Keep on loving me and until next time,

Tyler